Girl Version: Just 'cause you failed with her, I'm an easy pick, A heart in ruins, seeking solace from the breakup's hiccup. But don't mistake my fragile state for weakness deep within, I'll rise from the ashes, a phoenix born from where I've been. Just 'cause you failed with her, I won't be your rebound, I won't be another chapter in a love that's not profound. I deserve more than moments, transient and untrue, I'll wait for love that's genuine, a connection that feels true. Just 'cause you failed with her, I won't settle for less, I won't be your escape from a love that caused distress. I'll heal my wounded heart, find strength in being free, In time, I'll rediscover love, the way it's meant to be. Just 'cause you failed with her, I'll find my own way, I'll rise above the wreckage, where emotions led astray. No longer a victim of rebound, I'll write my own love story, With chapters filled with self-worth, resilience, and glory.
Victim of…
Victim of Deceit
23/09/07
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So this is who you are, you mendacious fuck,
In this house of trust, where foundation cracks,
Where your words, like venom, leave an infirm door,
In shadows, your deceit lurks, evermore.
(So this is where your love truly goes, into the heart of not mine)
Deceitful smiles, behind your eyes they hide,
A web of lies spun, while you stand by my side,
I believed in us, in the love we once swore,
Yet, your betrayal stings, I can't ignore.
(But now I see the truth, and it cuts to the core)
Promises broken, like shattered glass they fall,
In your tangled web of deceit, I'm enthralled,
I thought you were the one I could adore,
Now, my heart's wounded, bleeding on the floor.
(Now I must find strength to close this painful door)
A victim of your cunning, I won't remain,
I'll rise above the deceit, I'll heal the pain,
For I deserve a love that's true and pure,
I'll mend my wounded heart, of this I'm sure.
Victim of Neglect
23/09/06
Why does it seem like the spark is gone,
A love once fiery, now feels withdrawn,
You think you can just fucking forget,
Leaving our passion to slowly reset.
(Does it mean I'm not enough? Have I lost your gaze? Do I even matter to you anymore? Have I been replaced?)
Why does it seem like the flame has died,
In the ashes of neglect, we try to hide,
You think you can just sweep it away,
But the void between us is here to stay.
(I can't be replaced right? Maybe they're just in a mood...should I go comfort them?)
Why does it seem like our bond's grown cold,
In the silence of indifference, stories untold
You think you just move on so free,
But the scars of neglect remain in me.
(Should I speak up? Is there any chance of new weather? Or is it time to accept our love in retrospect?)
Why does it seem like we're drifting apart,
In the wake of neglect, a fractured heart,
You think you can just leave it behind,
Yet the echoes of neglect linger in my mind.
(What went wrong?)
Victim of Love
23/09/05 at 10:40
Love? Is that what this is, a burning masquerade, In the tangled web of hearts, where emotions fade, What the fuck is love anymore, in this hazy charade, A dance of desire and pain, in love's cruse cascade. Love? is that what this is, a tempest in the night, A fleeting spark of passion, then fading from sight, What the fuck is love anymore, an enigma so tight, A puzzle we're piecing together, in the dimming twilight. Love? Is that what this is, an intricate design, Where joy intertwines with sorrow, in a dance so fine, What the fuck is love anymore, in this complex twine, A journey of highs and lows, in the grand design. Love? Is that what this is, a mystery untold, A treasure hidden in moments, both young and old, What the fuck is love anymore, a story yet unfold, A victim and a victor, in love's story bold.
Victim of Revenge
23/09/02
Were feelings ever involved, or was it all a game, A scheme of calculated vengeance, where hearts bore the blame, You used me as a weapon, to wound your past love's pride, In this twisted dance of revenge, true emotions tried to hide. Were feelings ever involved, or was it all a lie, A charade of affection, masking intentions awry, I was but a pawn in your plot, a pawn in your cruel quest, To replace one heart with another, in this love's cruel jest. Were feelings ever involved, or was it all for show, A masquerade of passion, where genuine emotions don't flow, I played my role, oblivious, thinking love was our guide, But in the shadow of revenge, my heart was cast aside. Were feelings ever involved, or was it all a facade, A hollow imitation of love, a relationship flawed, I was the victim of revenge, a pawn in your grand scheme, In the end, we both paid the price, in love's bitter, shattered dream.
Victim of Coincidence
This is probably going to be a category in itself cause I got these ideas from WebComics I read that was interesting.
Is this why we talk You mention her as my other half Though I chose a different path Understanding, caring, not manipulative like her. Is this why we talk You stare at me with a smile I smile back, but I feel unease, My heart enjoys our time together But do you see me...do you? (Its not her face you see right...Please let tha not be it) Is this why we talk Do you look at me with her face, Wondering if only she was like this, I try to not let it bother me, Cause who cares "I'm the better version" (He's not using me is he...I hope not) Is this why we talk Closer each day I feel we get, A false facade that's been lit, Didn't care I felt happy...felt at peace. (He was mine...The only one I needed) I knew it as never gonna happen, Yet I stayed and went along, I don't feel played not at all, This was just a sign that I needed happiness all along. (Even if I wasn't the only sharing it with him)