Personal Growth

Androids Wish

Song quote: “But I could benefit even more from being an android with a string to pull, and slit in the back for the mass to slip in coins” 1 pm tomorrow? by Zotiyac

Oh, to be an android, devoid of heart and soul,
No emotions to contend with, no sense of self-control.
A string to pull, a slot for coins, the routine of the day,
No complexities, no nuances, just life in a monotonous way.

The masses slip their coins, and watch the android go,
Performing, producing, with no sense of ebb or flow.
No need for personal growth, no call for self-reflection,
Just a life of servitude, free from any human connection.

But wait, what of the heart, the love, the passion deep within,
The joys and sorrows, the triumphs and the sins?
To be an android may seem a life so simple and so clean,
But it denies the very thing that makes us human beings.

So let us cherish our emotions, our hearts, and our souls,
For it is what makes us unique, and sets us apart from those
Who wish to be an android, free from all that we hold dear,
A life without the depth and beauty that we all hold so near.

 

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Iris Stabber

Song quote: “Iris stabber with a glass, I’m collecting until the jar full” 1 pm tomorrow? by Zotiyac

With glass in hand, I pierce the iris,
A stab so sharp, a pain so timeless,
Emotions flow, a jar to fill,
Collecting until, it overfills.

A vessel of glass, to hold it all,
A treasure trove, of rises and falls,
The weight of it, a heavy load,
But I must collect, before it explodes.

My heart aches, my mind a mess,
Each shard of pain, I cannot suppress,
I gather them all, one by one,
Storing them away, until I am done.

The iris stabber, a tool I wield,
To hold my feelings, and never yield,
Until the jar is filled to the brim,
And I can finally breathe, and start again.

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Cloudy Corruption

Created March 21, 2023, 20:00 pm

 

A path once clear and true
Now veiled in misty hue,
A mind once sharp and bright,
Now clouded by a blight.

The whispers in the ear,
Lead down the crooked sphere,
The thoughts once pure and clean,
Now tainted by a sheen.

The choices once so clear,
Now shadowed by a fear
The steps once bold and sure,
Now stumble insecure.

The vision once so grand,
Now lost in shifting sand,
The life once full of grace,
Now stumbling in a daze.
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The illusion of oneself

created: March 25, 2023, 19:26

He wore a straight face every single day,
A fortress of strength, so it would
seem,
But beneath the surface, his mind
was decay,
And his soul was lost in a hopeless
dream.

The world he lived in was dark and
cold,
And each day was a battle he couldn't 
win,
But he hid his pain, so no one would
behold,
The tears that flowed deep within.

He could see the beauty around,
Or the love that was offered so freely,
But all he could feel was the hurt that bound,
And the weight of his pain so deeply.

Until one day, he broke down his shell,
and the truth he could no longer deny,
That he needed help, and he wore a 
frown,
As he accepted his depression with a
sigh.
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Reflecting on Love

 

poem request by anonymous: Legit what he said word for word “Make some love shit jit”

As I look at my reflection,
I see the flaws and imperfections,
But then I remember your affection,
And my heart fills with satisfaction.

You love me for who I am,
Even when I feel like a sham,
You see the beauty in my soul,
And help me reach my goal.

Your love is a mirror,
Reflecting back what’s clearer,
Showing me the best of me,
And how great I can truly be.

Through your love, I see,
A better version of me,
One that’s strong, kind, and true,
All because of my love for you.

So I’ll keep looking in the mirror,
With your love, I have no fear,
I’ll embrace my imperfections,
And love myself with no objections.

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Perseverance Through the Darkness

I’m in the studio, spitting rhymes
Working hard, all through the night
Pushing myself, to be the best I can be
Persevering, through the struggle and strife

Every day, I strive to improve
Reflecting on my journey, in the booth
Analyzing my past, my present, my future
Growing stronger, with each passing suture

But sometimes, it’s hard to see the light
The weight of my dreams, feels like a fight
And though I’m proud of all I’ve achieved
The pain and sadness, cannot be relieved

I pour my heart out, in every verse
The pain and sorrow, can’t be reversed
I keep on going, through the thick and thin
Even though the darkness, tries to win

So here I am, standing tall and strong
Reflecting on my path, where I belong
I’ll keep on pushing, through the stormy weather
Persevering, forever and ever.

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Air Sign Symphony

Created: April 10, 2023, 14:00 pm

 

In the center of the painting, two figures stand,
A harmony in balance, one light and one dark.
Gemini and Libra, the air and the hand.

The twins, with minds like quicksilver and sand,
Bring balance to the scales, a delicate art.
In the center of the painting, two figures stand.

The balance of justice, the swing of the pend,
Fulfills the harmony of the world, and its heart.
Gemini and Libra, the air and the hand.

The scales that measure what’s fair and what’s bland,
Are guided by the stars, a cosmic chart.
In the center of the painting, two figures stand.

Gemini, the quick wit, and Libra, the stand,
Are like yin and yang, forever a part.
Gemini and Libra, the air and the hand.

A cosmic dance, forever unplanned,
But harmony will reign, from start to depart.
In the center of the painting, two figures stand,
Gemini and Libra, the air and the hand.

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Family

Created: May 27, 2022

Last modified: Jun. 26, 2022, 18:12

Living without them is depressing.
That I had no idea what my life was like without
them.
There are people who have always been there 
for me when I am crazy when i am down, and
especially when I am at my worst.
They accept me for who I am.
They are the only ones who can tell you the
facts.
Even though their words deeply hurt me
But that's why we have best friends.
We have a friendship like that.
We fought occasionally, but what matters most
is that we always forgive each other.
Give one another a chance.
A chance for us to  learn from our mistakes and
to appreciate the true value of friendship.
I consider myself extremely fortunate to have
you.
Not only that but 
as my best friends but being as my FAMILY

 

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Reflections of Darkness

Created: April 8, 2023

 

In the mirror’s reflection, Mixaku sees
The darkness lurking within, the evil that frees
Its taunts and smirks, a battle to fight
But Mixaku is determined to triumph and find the light

The darkness is a monster, a beast to tame
Threatening to take control, to bring only shame
But Mixaku fights with all their might
To keep the darkness at bay, and save their very soul’s plight

As the mirror shatters and the darkness fades
Mixaku stands triumphant, but still ever wary
For they know the battle may be won for now
But the war against their inner demons is never truly over, and how

With courage and determination, Mixaku vows to keep
Fighting the darkness, no matter how deep
For the monster within is a part of them
But Mixaku will keep fighting to find the light, to never condemn.

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Embers of Hope: The Perseverance of Friendship

Something else he made while he was working with me.

April 11, 2021

Amidst the trials that we all face,
Hope flickers like a gentle flame,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

Through storms that leave us in disgrace,
And challenges that seem untame,
Amidst the trials that we all face.

Our friends, they guide us through the maze,
And show us how to play the game,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

Though life may seem like a wild chase,
And darkness is all that remains,
Amidst the trials that we all face.

With faith and love, we find our place,
And every hardship we can claim,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

So let us all with love embrace,
And never lose the hope we gain,
Amidst the trials that we all face,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

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