The End of Us (Poem)

The words flew fast like bullets shot,
A battle waged, a love distraught.
Isheal and Tituba, in heated debate,
The end of their relationship, sealed by fate.

Isheal was shocked, to hear “okay”,
Tituba’s acceptance, of the end of their way.
He wanted a fight, to see her care,
But Tituba was done, beyond repair.

“You’re throwing it all away,” he cried,
But Tituba knew the truth, she didn’t hide.
“You wanted to break up, not me,
Why should I beg, on bended knee?”

Isheal wanted her to change his mind,
To make him believe, in love that’s blind.
But Tituba knew, it wasn’t her role,
To fix what was broken, to make him whole.

Desperate pleas, fell on deaf ears,
Tituba was done, had no more tears.
“Why do you want to end this love we made?”
Isheal stammered, his words delayed.

Tituba knew the truth, she saw the signs,
Isheal was testing her, playing with minds.
“This relationship was never meant to be,
Don’t contact me again, I’ve set myself free.”

And with that, Tituba walked away,
Leaving Isheal alone, with nothing to say.
Their love was over, a thing of the past,
A story ended, one that couldn’t last.

 

End Of Us (Convo/Story)

Isheal: We should break up

Tituba: Okay.

Isheal: Okay?

Tituba: Yeah okay.

Isheal: Just like that?

Tituba: What do you want me to do?

Isheal: IDK, I JUST WASN’T EXPECTING “okay”.

Tituba: What, you want me to fucking beg for you to stay?

Isheal: No, it just seems like you’re throwing this all away.

Tituba: I’m throwing it all away? Are you okay? Did you hit your damn head somewhere?

Isheal: Yeah, it’s like you don’t even care…

Tituba: You’re the one who wanted to break up with me. How is this my fault my nigga.

Isheal: UR NOT EVEN WILLING TO FIGHT FOR US!!

Tituba: Fight for what?? There is no us it’s all you sweety. What you’re really looking for me is to fight with you and I’m not finna waste my time doing that.

Isheal: CHANGE MY MIND. MAKE ME BELIEVE IN US AGAIN!!

Tituba: You want me to do that? I think you are placing the responsibility on the wrong person here don’t you think.

Isheal: You decide if we should stay together.

Tituba: My brain is hurting listening to this insolent fuckery coming from your mouth. Babe you already decided and I’m just respecting your decision.

Isheal: I’ll take it back if you say so. Just say the WORD!!

Tituba: If I decided to stay with someone who wanted to break up I’d be crazy you know that right.

Isheal: can’t you just reassure me that we’ll be okay. I’ll forget.

Tituba: Desperate is not the word I can use to describe how you acting right now.

Isheal: I’m not desperate or whatever else you can think to call me.

Tituba: Curious about why you want to end our relationship. Speak fast before I stop caring.

Isheal: It just felt like you (Tituba cuts her off)

Tituba: Like I didn’t care about you? You make me fucking laugh you know that.

Isheal: Laugh? I just feel that I can never get close to you. You keep pushing me away.

Tituba: You trying to rush this relationship. You may be ready to skip some steps but it doesn’t mean I am ready to do that.

Isheal: See? You are (Tiuba cuts her off again)

Tituba: You never asked me. Stop jumping to conclusions about me not caring about you at all. I feel like you did this all just to see if I cared or not right?

Isheal: Now your jumping to (Gets cut off again)

Tituba: Yes or No?

Isheal: …

Tituba: I see. You know testing me instead of just communicating shows this relationship was never meant to work out. Don’t give me any excuses as well. I’m done listening to you so Ima just leave. Don’t think about contacting me either. I blocked you and deleted your number throughout this whole conversation.

Eternal Sentinel

Uneka calls out to Ishnol,
As he walks away, without control.
Leaving her behind, once again,
Without a word, or a thought to spend.

But then, she grabs him by the arm,
And he turns, with his eyes alarmed.
Black and white, with a Nordic sign,
A sight that makes her heart decline.

Ishnol speaks of immortality,
A curse that brings him agony,
Endless pain, and suffering,
A life that’s never-ending.

He’s seen things he wishes he hadn’t,
And his soul has been broken and battered.
He can’t be attached to anyone,
For they will die, while he lives on.

He’s been betrayed and held captive,
His gift a curse, that’s so massive.
Uneka tries to understand,
But he’s too broken to take her hand.

He tells her that immortality is a curse,
A fate worse than death, that’s adverse.
A reminder of one’s own insignificance,
In a universe that’s cruel and indifferent.

So Uneka learns from Ishnol’s pain,
And she’ll never see immortality the same.
For his words are a warning, a call,
To never seek what’s not worth it all.

Complex Web

The lyrics I portrayed in a song are from Introverted by Zotiyac. The lyrics are at the bottom.

I hope for the best, but don’t believe it
Trust is hard, and I’m not easily deceived
I keep my distance from others, no regrets
For I know the pain that comes from making bets

She trusted me once, but now I don’t know
The reasons why we drifted, why we let it go
Memories of our love, still fresh in my head
But the motives that changed, are still left unsaid

Long nights, arguments, and making up
Moments of passion, but never enough
I held her close, when she cried her tears
My shoulder wet, with the weight of her fears

She loved me, but I can’t believe
For my heart, remains hard to retrieve
Affectless, in the face of her affection
A shield I wear, to protect my reflection

Relationships, they come and go
Trust, love, regret, and woe
A complex web, that we all must weave
To find the balance, that we can all believe.

[Lyrics]
"I don't believe it, but I hope the best 
I don't fuck with people, so I leave 'em without no regrеt 
She ain't have to trust me and shе did, but 
I don't know the rest 
Start off unconditional become a different motive next 
Long nights embedded in my head that 
I ain't gon' forget 
Argue 'til we fuck, you cancel work and now we overslept 
Member I would hold you when you cry, it got my shoulder wet 
She just wanna love me, don't believe her so it’s no affect"

Bound by Chains of Twisted Affection

Created March 25, 2023, 8:19 am

A captive heart, held in a love so
strange,
a bond that twists and rearranges,
Emotions tangled, a web of intrigue,
A mind enslaved, unable to break free.

The captor's hold is strong and sure,
Promises of love, so sweet and pure,
But beneath the surface, a darker
force,
A spell of possession, a twisted course.

My heart beats for the captor's hand,
A willing slave to their command,
A love that seems so right, so true,
But beneath the surface, a different might.

The captor's grip is tight and firm,
A twisted love that makes me squirm,
A bond that feels so wrong, so right,
A prisoner to love's twisted might.

Oh, how I wish to be free,
To break the spell and finally see,
That this love is not what it seems,
A captive to a Stockholm dream.


Reflecting on Love

 

poem request by anonymous: Legit what he said word for word “Make some love shit jit”

As I look at my reflection,
I see the flaws and imperfections,
But then I remember your affection,
And my heart fills with satisfaction.

You love me for who I am,
Even when I feel like a sham,
You see the beauty in my soul,
And help me reach my goal.

Your love is a mirror,
Reflecting back what’s clearer,
Showing me the best of me,
And how great I can truly be.

Through your love, I see,
A better version of me,
One that’s strong, kind, and true,
All because of my love for you.

So I’ll keep looking in the mirror,
With your love, I have no fear,
I’ll embrace my imperfections,
And love myself with no objections.

Forbidden Love’s Melody/ The Secret Love of Batsheva Xalu

So this took about 5 months to make because I wanted the song to be perfect for this story cause I love the characters I created.

Batsheva Xalu had always known that her love for Helios Umetris was not something that her family or the Kingdom of IceHollow would accept. Helios was not the same race as Batsheva, and their union would be seen as a betrayal. However, Batsheva’s heart belonged to Helios, and she was willing to risk everything to be with him.

Despite the danger, Batsheva and Helios had been secretly married for months, and Batsheva had kept their relationship hidden from everyone, even her own family. Batsheva knew that if her family knew about Helios, they would do everything to keep them apart.

One day, Batsheva was practicing her water manipulation near the shores of the Kingdom when she began to sing. Her voice was as enchanting as ever, and the melody echoed across the water, drawing in listeners from far and wide. As she sang, Batsheva poured all of her love and longing into her words, weaving a tale of a forbidden love that could not be contained.
As the song reached its climax, Batsheva revealed the truth about her husband, Helios, and how she had kept their love a secret from everyone. She poured her heart and soul into the lyrics, hoping that someone would understand the depth of her feelings and the sacrifices she had made for love.

As her song came to an end, Batsheva’s voice trailed off, and the Kingdom was silent. Everyone who had heard her knew that something significant had just happened. Batsheva looked around, hoping to catch a glimpse of her beloved Helios, but he was nowhere to be found. Unknown to Batsheva, Helios had been watching her from afar, listening to every word of her song. He knew their love was not accepted, but he also knew it was worth fighting for. Helios stepped out from his hiding place, and as he approached Batsheva, the Kingdom watched in silence.

Batsheva turned around, and when she saw Helios, her heart skipped a beat. The two of them locked eyes and Batsheva knew that no matter the consequences, she would fight for their love with every breath in her body. The Kingdom may not understand or accept their love, but Batsheva knew that love was stronger than any barrier that could be put in its way.

Here’s the song. All thanks to my Art friend Makayla

Verse 1:
My heart beats fast, my love is true,
But our love’s forbidden, what can we do?
He’s from a different race, they won’t understand,
We’ll have to keep it secret, just between us, hand in hand.

Chorus:
Oh, my Helios, my love, my light,
I’ll keep you hidden, out of sight,
I’ll sing this song, my love for you,
And hope someday, they’ll see it’s true.

Verse 2:
We stole away, in the dead of night,
Our love was worth the risk, worth the fight,
I’ll keep you safe, from their prying eyes,
And hold you close, until the end of time.

Chorus:
Oh, my Helios, my love, my light,
I’ll keep you hidden, out of sight,
I’ll sing this song, my love for you,
And hope someday, they’ll see it’s true.

Bridge:
I know it’s hard, to keep it all inside,
But I’ll do anything, to have you by my side,
Our love’s a flame, that cannot be contained,
And I’ll keep burning bright, even if it’s in the rain.

Chorus:
Oh, my Helios, my love, my light,
I’ll keep you hidden, out of sight,
I’ll sing this song, my love for you,
And hope someday, they’ll see it’s true.

Outro:
Oh, my Helios, my love, my light,
I’ll keep you hidden, out of sight,
But I know, in my heart of hearts,
That our love will never be torn apart.

Batsheva

Helios

Perception

Created: Feb 1, 2020

Final modification: June 8, 2021

It's the glint in your gaze
It's the smile on your face
That makes time fly by
And I know I'm in a better place

It's the memories of you I hold
That turn any dark sky to gold
And confirms the emotions I feel
Are true and not merely told

Getting lost in my fantasies
With the faint image of you
It's hard to imagine; it seems 
A future lost, one without you

So I keep my arms open wide
And I'll wih and even pray
Eyes focused and hoping
For yor embrace just one more day

Love Diary

Created: Aug 8, 2022

Final modification: 18:17 December 8, 2022

 

When love consumes, they say
they stumbled
tripped on their feet
fell face-first
I didn't land
in the embrace of my lover
but for you, my love
you were the ocean and
I plunged
upside down
rough
challenging
nearly painful
Into Your Depths
I knew I couldn't Stay Afloat
but I ventured anyway
I was submerged
entangled with you
Enveloped in the essence of "you"

I succumbed to this "you" sensation
and didn't recognize the onslaught
But I submerged myself
without trying to resurface
if I return to the shore
release me from your grasp
It signifies forfeiting the sense of 
"you"
ahead
submerge into the abyss
Love
desire
emanating from you.

Shy Depiction

Created: Jan 8, 2020

modification: Jan 13, 2022, 13:31

 

How would I depict
My adoration for you?
How might I clarify
This is valid?

Love is a clever thing
We’ll never comprehend,
In any case, hear this fact ring:
I’m infatuated with you.

These butterflies,
Timid grins,
Late evenings.
Thoughts are always about you.

I can’t let you know
Every one of the occasions
This heart pulsates quicker,
In any event, when you’re out of view.

Continuously in my considerations,
Continuously in my fantasies.
An existence without you would
Destroy me at the creases.

It’s you who keeps me up throughout the night.
Furthermore, gets me as the day progressed.
I can’t help thinking that there
Is just a single thing left to state.