Complex Web

The lyrics I portrayed in a song are from Introverted by Zotiyac. The lyrics are at the bottom.

I hope for the best, but don’t believe it
Trust is hard, and I’m not easily deceived
I keep my distance from others, no regrets
For I know the pain that comes from making bets

She trusted me once, but now I don’t know
The reasons why we drifted, why we let it go
Memories of our love, still fresh in my head
But the motives that changed, are still left unsaid

Long nights, arguments, and making up
Moments of passion, but never enough
I held her close, when she cried her tears
My shoulder wet, with the weight of her fears

She loved me, but I can’t believe
For my heart, remains hard to retrieve
Affectless, in the face of her affection
A shield I wear, to protect my reflection

Relationships, they come and go
Trust, love, regret, and woe
A complex web, that we all must weave
To find the balance, that we can all believe.

[Lyrics]
"I don't believe it, but I hope the best 
I don't fuck with people, so I leave 'em without no regrеt 
She ain't have to trust me and shе did, but 
I don't know the rest 
Start off unconditional become a different motive next 
Long nights embedded in my head that 
I ain't gon' forget 
Argue 'til we fuck, you cancel work and now we overslept 
Member I would hold you when you cry, it got my shoulder wet 
She just wanna love me, don't believe her so it’s no affect"

Family

Created: May 27, 2022

Last modified: Jun. 26, 2022, 18:12

Living without them is depressing.
That I had no idea what my life was like without
them.
There are people who have always been there 
for me when I am crazy when i am down, and
especially when I am at my worst.
They accept me for who I am.
They are the only ones who can tell you the
facts.
Even though their words deeply hurt me
But that's why we have best friends.
We have a friendship like that.
We fought occasionally, but what matters most
is that we always forgive each other.
Give one another a chance.
A chance for us to  learn from our mistakes and
to appreciate the true value of friendship.
I consider myself extremely fortunate to have
you.
Not only that but 
as my best friends but being as my FAMILY

 

Embers of Hope: The Perseverance of Friendship

Something else he made while he was working with me.

April 11, 2021

Amidst the trials that we all face,
Hope flickers like a gentle flame,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

Through storms that leave us in disgrace,
And challenges that seem untame,
Amidst the trials that we all face.

Our friends, they guide us through the maze,
And show us how to play the game,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

Though life may seem like a wild chase,
And darkness is all that remains,
Amidst the trials that we all face.

With faith and love, we find our place,
And every hardship we can claim,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

So let us all with love embrace,
And never lose the hope we gain,
Amidst the trials that we all face,
Perseverance will keep the pace.

Walk Beside Me

Created: April 4, 2023

Don’t walk in front of me, my friend,
For I may not follow you to the end,
Don’t walk behind me, for I may not lead,
And the path we take may be filled with greed.

Instead, walk beside me, through the strife,
As we navigate the hardships of life,
For in the darkness, we need each other’s light,
To guide us through the endless night.

Let us not compete, but let us collaborate,
For life is too short to harbor hate,
Let us not judge, but let us understand,
The complexities that make us who we are in this land.

For life is but a fleeting moment,
A chance to love and be truly present,
And in the end, when our journey is through,
All that will matter is the love that we knew.

So don’t walk in front of me or behind,
But walk beside me, with an open mind,
Together we’ll face the struggles that come,
And emerge victorious when all is said and done.