Respeto Desvanecido

In moments shrouded, bleak and gray,
Where trust dissolves, fades away,
I bear witness to your twisted jest,
A masquerade where respect detests.

Once a friendship, vibrant and true,
Now tarnished by words that cut and skew,
Your hateful jokes, a twisted guise,
Reveal a truth I cannot disguise.

For sometimes, jest becomes a lie,
A shield to hide disdain and pry,
And in your words, a venom seeps,
Eroding bonds, leaving scars so deep.

I understood the game you played,
Believed in the care, the facade displayed,
But now it’s clear, the mask unveiled,
Respect shattered, bridges impaled.

“Finally, free from that foul being,”
Your words echo, their cruelty stinging,
No longer can I bear the weight,
Of such disdain, such bitter hate.

You must rebound, for I have lost,
The reverence held, at such a cost,
No more will I tolerate the pain,
Or subject my heart to your disdain.

The rest of the gang, they too have seen,
The darkness that lurks, where you demean,
They echo my sentiment, in unison strong,
A chorus of voices, declaring you wrong.

In this bleak abyss, I stand apart,
A fractured bond, a wounded heart,
No longer blind, no longer naive,
I’ve lost respect, and I must leave.

The bleakness lingers, an ominous pall,
Yet within my spirit, I’ll rise, stand tall,
For I deserve a friendship true,
One that uplifts, not one that slew.

Risus Absentis

In moments when my presence wanes,
When solitude's embrace remains,
Recall the foolish words we'd share,
To soothe the ache of absence's glare.

Think not of absence, but of wit,
The jovial banter, bit by bit,
For though I'm distant, far away,
My spirit dances, free to play.

Imagine laughter in the air,
a symphony of jests we'd share,
In every word, a tender thread,
To gently mend what time has shed.

Let silly tales and jests resound,
Within your heart, let mirth abound,
For though we're parted, side by side,
The echoes linger, cannot hide.

So let my voice, in memories stored,
Bring solace when emotions pour,
May laughter guide you weary soul,
And tears dissolve in humor's roll.

Though absent now, I'm not truly gone,
In jests and quips, I still live on,
So let these words, a comforting balm,
Transform your tears into a calming psalm.