Frustration is tossed emphatically at my bearing.
Accusations accumulate in huge amounts like a vermin 
invasion.
"It's your deficiency" and words like "you generally
commit errors" bring outrage.
Outrage which I need to take out on myself and take out
on others. 
I can exceed expectations in my work of decision, I
know I'm more than normal.
The awful gets brought up more and little acclaim is
given to the great. 
Dazed by unmoving words. I'm similar to a detainee
condemned to prison, discharged, and expected to do 
more regrettably.

Decimation rises out of my maddened feelings, I wish
your words could offer an answer.
I need to be a chemist and transform things into gold.
It's amusing how I am a maker of words yet can make
better words in my faultfinders. 
Discussions lead to contentions since I need to be 
heard.

I'm tired of rotating entryways, tired of being pummeled 
by your abominable remarks.
"You have no sound judgment" you state to me, possibly 
I simply wanting to be in fantasy, my wind floating away 
because life is excessively dull. 
Understand that what you state has an impact and that 
Impact can drive someone or stop them from moving.