Love Diary

Created: Aug 8, 2022

Final modification: 18:17 December 8, 2022

 

When love consumes, they say
they stumbled
tripped on their feet
fell face-first
I didn't land
in the embrace of my lover
but for you, my love
you were the ocean and
I plunged
upside down
rough
challenging
nearly painful
Into Your Depths
I knew I couldn't Stay Afloat
but I ventured anyway
I was submerged
entangled with you
Enveloped in the essence of "you"

I succumbed to this "you" sensation
and didn't recognize the onslaught
But I submerged myself
without trying to resurface
if I return to the shore
release me from your grasp
It signifies forfeiting the sense of 
"you"
ahead
submerge into the abyss
Love
desire
emanating from you.

“Testing Her Heart: A Tale of Moving On”

Created: March 15, 2023 Poem request by Makayla

She walks along the busy street,
Her heart is heavy, her mind replete.
With thoughts of a love that’s lost and gone,
And a new guy who’s come along.

She meets him and her heart beats fast,
But memories of her ex, they last.
She wonders if this is a test,
To see if she’s moved on from the rest.

Her ex, is a piece of shit, she knows,
But memories still linger and grow.
She thinks of him, and she feels weak,
Her heart feels heavy, and her soul feels bleak.

She tries to move on, to let go,
But it’s hard when memories still show.
She wonders if she’ll ever be free,
From the chains that bind her to memory.

She knows that she deserves much more,
Than what her ex had in store.
But still, the new guy reminds her,
Of the one who left her in a blur.

She believes that she’s being tested,
To see if she’s truly vested,
In moving on, in starting anew,
And leaving her ex in the rearview.

 

The Shadow of Oblivion

Created: April 14, 2023

Poem request by Seraphine…. (I hated making this but I got paid so whatever)

 

In the depths of my heartbreak,
I wandered through a world so bleak,
My soul was shattered, my spirit torn,
And I wondered how I’d ever be reborn.

Betrayal came from someone close,
Who left me feeling like a ghost,
Haunted by memories of what we had,
And the pain that I couldn’t shake, oh so sad.

Regret filled my every thought,
As I wondered what I could have sought,
To prevent this heartache that I feel,
And to make our love story a different deal.

The cycles of life are hard to bear,
When it seems like there’s no one there,
To hold you close and ease the pain,
And remind you that the sun will rise again.

But in the midst of all this strife,
There’s a glimmer of hope in my life,
Compassion from a stranger’s heart,
Whose kindness is a work of art.

So I hold on to that ray of light,
And I try to see the world in a new light,
For though my heart may still ache,
There’s a chance that it can be remade.

And so I sing this ballad of woe,
Of a heart that’s been broken and low,
But also of the love and compassion that’s there,
To heal and bring back a heart that once was fair.

The Siren’s Red Wedding in IceHollow’s Kingdom

Created: April 14, 2023, 3am

 

In IceHollow’s kingdom, amidst the snow and ice,
Lived a siren, Batsheva, with powers so nice,
Her peach eyes shone bright, a sight to behold,
A beauty so rare, with stories untold.

She swam through the icy waters with ease,
Her water manipulation a sight to please,
Practicing her skills day and night,
To hone her abilities and be ready to fight.

But war came to IceHollow, so bleak and cold,
Batsheva fought bravely, her powers bold,
But amidst the chaos and battle cries,
Betrayal struck, a painful surprise.

Her own kin, Ishnol, turned against her,
A brother’s betrayal, a wound that would stir,
Irony, they say, is a cruel mistress indeed,
For the one she loved the most, was the one who made her bleed.

Regret filled her heart, as she fought through the night,
Her powers tested, with all her might,
But even her strength and endurance would wane,
As the war in IceHollow left nothing but pain.

In the end, Batsheva emerged victorious,
Her powers of healing, ever so glorious,
But the scars of war, would forever remain,
A constant reminder of the kingdom’s pain.

Oh IceHollow, your beauty doth inspire,
A wondrous realm, where nature’s grandeur never tires,
But war and betrayal, can bring such regret,
And turn a hero’s triumph, into a haunting silhouette.

The Betrayer’s Regret: A Reckoning of Instincts

Created: April 13, 2023

Beneath this stone, a restless soul lies still
Whose choices led to an inevitable chill
A life once bright, now faded away
Betrayed by the darkness that led astray

Yet, in this tragedy lies a lesson profound
To follow instincts with a purpose unbound
For what we do in life echoes in eternity
And shapes our fate with ironic certainty.