Month: March 2023

Traumatic

Created: April 12, 2022

Modified: Jun 26, 2022, 18:17

Last modified: Feb 22, 2023, 14:16

 

I disregard her calls and texts with 
ease 
But her smile, once beautiful, now 
makes me freeze 
For I've seen the truth behind that 
crooked grin 
And I wish I could erase the memory 
within

"It only happened a few times," she says 
As if the words could make my 
worries fade 
But my mind races, spinning in fear 
That the monster will again appear

Normally, I'm strong and can defend 
But at that moment, I was broken, 
unable to mend 
"I didn't mean it, come back!" 
she cried But her words were empty, a hollow 
lie

That crooked smile once full of charm 
Now hides deceit, causing great harm 
Believe her lies and your soul will pay 
the toll 
Leaving you like a tree in winter, bare and 
cold.
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False Love? Part 3

(Aster responding to Mariana↓)

That’s fucking cute you know.

I see you’re hurt and feeling low,
But there’s something that you should know,
You’re not the damn victim you brainwashed yourself to be,
You’re just too blind to see.

You’ve spun a tale of hurt and pain
and placed the blame on me again,
But in reality,
it’s you who’s at fault,
For not understanding what I’ve taught.

I’ve given you love and honesty,
But you’ve twisted into something ugly,
You accuse me of lies and deceit,
When all I’ve done is try to keep us on our feet.

You cry your tears and claim your hearts broken,
But it’s all just a game that you’ve spoken,
To make me feel guilty for things I didn’t do,
And to manipulate the truth for the sake of you.

so go ahead and wallow in your sorrows,
But remember…
you’re the one who borrowed,
The love and trust that I’ve given for free,
And used it to create your own reality.

 
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The Perception to Burn

Created: Jan. 13, 2022

Last modified: April 4, 2022

 

My memories, now ashes, fade away
Their screams of pain released to the sky
No longer bound by lies and dismay
They can finally rest and peacefully die

The flame still burns but takes a new shape
Rebirthing my past, bringing new light
The smoke carries a scent, a fresh escape
From the darkness that once plagued my sight

These new writings hold new aspirations
Free from the weight of past mistakes
Their purpose is no longer mere recollections
But a journey toward a better fate

The old flames have gone, their fury spent
And with them, the remnants of the past
A new year, a new life now begins
With hope and joy that will forever last.

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Family

Created: May 27, 2022

Last modified: Jun. 26, 2022, 18:12

Living without them is depressing.
That I had no idea what my life was like without
them.
There are people who have always been there 
for me when I am crazy when I am down, and
especially when I am at m worst.
They accept me for who I am.
They are the only ones who can tell you the 
facts.
Even though their words deeply hurt me
But that's why we have best friends.
We don't have a friendship like that.
We fought occasionally, but what matters most 
is that we always forgive each other.
Give one another chance.
A chance for us to learn from our mistakes and
to appreciate the true value of friendship.
I consider myself extremely fortunate to have 
you.
Not only that but 
as my best friends but being as my Family!
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